Lisa
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RIP Zuko
Feb 6, 2021 14:29:19 GMT
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Post by Lisa on Feb 6, 2021 14:29:19 GMT
My poor 10 month old baby collapsed this morning on the beach and died of heart failure instantly.
Please give your own shepherd an extra big hug and cuddle, what I would do to have my baby still here cuddling me.
The house feels empty without his toys and his bed and it’s sad to come home to no wagging tail welcome.
I’m taking some comfort knowing he died instantly and not in pain, and that he died I’m in his favourite place in the world, the beach ❤️
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Post by goodie on Feb 6, 2021 14:47:01 GMT
How terribly sad - our thoughts are with you - as you said, as long as he was not in pain and in his favourite place, that is a comfort. Do you know what caused the heart failure?
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Lisa
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Post by Lisa on Feb 6, 2021 15:01:14 GMT
Thank you!
He had problems with his heart before, and had surgery on it and has had various other health issues over his short 10 months.
It seemed the odds were always stacked against him and this time he was out of luck!
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Post by gsdgroupie on Feb 6, 2021 15:24:15 GMT
Oh no, that's heart-breaking - what an awful thing to have happened. My thoughts are with you and your family, I know what it's like to lose one in exactly the same way. Somehow it's always worse when they're young but I am certain that Zuko had a wonderful (if short) life with you.
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Post by caryll on Feb 6, 2021 17:18:47 GMT
Oh, I'm so sorry! Poor boy. But he had a good life with you, and never wanted for love. If you feel in need of talking, we're here for you. RIP sweet Zuko, run free.
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Post by cockneychris on Feb 6, 2021 18:38:32 GMT
Thats such a shame it seems terrible that something like this can happen to an animal so young. My thoughts are with you and if you are struggling then please ask for help.
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Lisa
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Post by Lisa on Feb 6, 2021 18:42:00 GMT
Thanks everyone.
I miss him so much, the house is so quiet without him running around and so bare without his toys and beds scattered everywhere!
It’s going to be a few tough few days coming to terms with it, but taking a lot of comfort from the great life I gave him and that he was happy in his final moments.
I hope he’s up in doggy heaven chasing tennis balls and biting dressing gowns
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Post by caryll on Feb 6, 2021 19:13:13 GMT
A couple of us have lost loved dogs recently. Believe me, we know the hurt & the loss. But nobody can tell you "it'll be better soon".
But eventually you'll be able to look at pics of Zuko, or talk about things he did, with a smile instead of tears.
I still cry over the loss of Dempsey last May, and I'm sure Chris and Brian still feel the tears about Aide & Charley. But time does heal.
And in the meantime we're here. Rants, tears, we can help, if only by way of support.
You're not alone.
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Post by goodie on Feb 6, 2021 19:50:50 GMT
You are definitely not alone. Everybody here has lost pets (some more recent than others), I think it has been said before, but they will forever stay in our hearts. The main thing is, you gave him the best life he could possibly have had on earth, and he will be grateful for that "on the other side". Eventually you will be reunited. As caryll says, it can be smiles instead of tears about silly things he did, but it will take a long time. Our first dog (a dobi) was really scatty, but a wonderful character, she died approximately three years ago, we still miss her, but when we talk about her we remember the good times. Having said that, the dobi was 10 years when she died, it must be totally heart-breaking to lose a dog at such a young age. Again condolences, we all feel for you!
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Post by gtrmacs on Feb 7, 2021 2:32:23 GMT
Oh, heavens - my heart goes out to you, hugs from T'n'me to you'n'yours ...
I lost Ellie in the park, one minute she was playing ...
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Post by caryll on Feb 9, 2021 10:02:02 GMT
How are you doing?
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Lisa
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Post by Lisa on Feb 10, 2021 20:00:52 GMT
I’m doing ok thank you. I still have lots of times during the day where I get really upset and it fully sinks in that he’s gone, but each day is getting a small bit easier. I’m finding it really tough to think of how short of a life he got, and how unfair it is that we only had 8 months together. I can’t believe the effect he had on my life in the short time he was here.
It’s still heart breaking to think of him and look at photos, or when I look out to the garden or onto his sofa and he’s not there.
I haven’t been able to go for a walk yet because everywhere I walk is where I would have brought him, and I know it will be too sad for me at the moment.
I don’t think I’ll ever get used to opening the kitchen door first thing in the morning and there’s no little wagging tail waiting to be let our and have our morning play.
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Post by gtrmacs on Feb 10, 2021 20:05:31 GMT
Lockdown must be the hardest time to lose a dog, my heart goes out Have you seen you messages??
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Lisa
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Post by Lisa on Feb 10, 2021 20:14:47 GMT
In saying all of the above, and reflecting on his short life...
I think that if it wasn’t his heart that gave in in the end, it would have been something else soon...
He was never fully healthy for his whole time here, between his two major surgeries, his 10 day stay in hospital, his constant toilet issues and I had begin to notice his hips going wonky. There was always a worry with him, and in a strange way I always knew it was going to be a relatively short spell with him, I guess I just didn’t think it would be that short....
I was extremely uneducated about the importance of a good breeder and the dangers of puppy farms/ irresponsible breeders when I got him. Looking back on it, I think he was bred badly and was never destined for a long and healthy life. I have no regrets in buying him from a bad breeder, they gave me the best pal I could have ever asked for. But I’m saying that, it has opened my eyes to how easily it is to be fooled by bad breeders into thinking they are responsible.
I can’t think of ever getting another dog again because I couldn’t picture loving another dog the way I did Zuko, but if I ever was i am now a lot more educated on breeding and the dangers of it.
I am so so thankful I got the 8 months I got with him, and in all the ways to go.. I am glad he went in no pain, not scared in a vets or suffering, and at his favourite place in the world.
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Lisa
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Post by Lisa on Feb 10, 2021 20:28:46 GMT
This is one of the last photos I took of him, such a handsome boy ❤️ Attachments:
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